That is the question about my dating/love life.
Not that I really care about it right now, since I'm not quite an adult yet (only two months as of today!), but sometimes I just can't help wondering if I'll ever be asked on a date. Here's why:
In my new work environment, I met a sincere, adorable, funny guy. I've been pining after him since day one. When I hear his voice, my heart flutters, and I have a hard time breathing. Whenever I see him, he locks eyes with me and gives me a real smile. Sounds a bit like a fairytale? Yeah, because it is. Was. Turns out he's not even available. Like, really the opposite. I'm crushed. And this is NOT the first time it's happened to me. I just have rotten luck because just about every one of my crushes has already been snatched up by, oh, not me.
This is more like a journal entry. I apologize. But I just really needed to vent my frustration and sadness. (See lyrics for "Enchanted" by Taylor Swift. Story of my life.)
Anywho. I can't help but feel bad for whomever I eventually do marry. Because, seriously, he's got to be one brave guy to marry into my crazy family. Not just crazy. There are so many other adjectives I could use. But I won't. Love 'em to pieces. But they're insane. And on top of that, I come with baggage. Weird since I'm only seventeen, but there you have it.
So... yeah. That's kind of what's been on my mind the past few days. Crushes, heartbreaks... possible marriage in my future.
PS: Sorry for taking so long to post again. I dunno who I'm apologizing to though, since I doubt anyone's read any of this blog as of yet. But I'm sorry anyhow.
PPS: Happy New Year!!
